With that thought in mind, I am looking for my keys.
But this time, I am not moving until God says move. The problem is, there is so much noise in my life, I am not sure if I can hear him when he speaks. The question is, will I know his voice if I hear it? Will he have my attention? Will I hear my voice and think that it is his? Perhaps that is one reason, I find myself here in this place over and over again. Maybe I should do what God has already told me to do. (That sounds crazy! Of course I should do what God has told me.) Nothing in his plan tells me I need to be where I am today. I am a square peg trying to make myself fit in a round hole. Which is why I am right here at this same place facing the same ole mess just on a different day.
So now my question is, do I know how to follow? Can I be obedient? Can I ignore the distractions, overcome the obstacles, walk in faith and find my way? In Big Mamas words, can I get somewhere and sit down?
What I do know is, life is a persistent teacher. It will repeat the lesson until I learn.
Dang, I'm tired of taking this class.
Simple words I hear from God. Could it be this simple.
1, 2, 3..
Listen to me
You will survive
I am God and I can wait.
Let's not go through this again.